Joseph, first I'll say it before Cadet does, time for a new thread
Second, you are doing fantastic! Seriously, you are a model of DBing. Nice work. Keep it up! I do want to offer a warning that -hopefully- is unneeded, but in my sitch I felt like I was doing really well and others did too, then about 2 or 3 months after BD (which is around where you are) I inexplicably went into deep depression and started having terrible anxiety attacks. I had never had an anxiety attack in my life and it scared the heck out of me. It all came out of nowhere and I went from feeling like I had almost fully recovered to feeling like I didn't want to live anymore. I felt like a zombie with no soul, like inside me was just a black hole. The people here encouraged me to seek medical help and I did and got on A/D's and that may have literally saved my life. A couple months later I was feeling very much like my normal self, and a few months after that a weaned off of them and never looked back.
Anyway I am not the only one that has happened to. A few other people have reported a sudden plunge into depression around the 2-4 month mark post BD. If it happens then get help. But hopefully it won't
