Thank you. You are right that I am just at the start of this journey. It is hard for me to see where this is going or why this is happening or the meaning of it all. I am trying to have faith that everything does happen for a reason and that God will not abandon me and that there is meaning in suffering. I can't imagine getting to the point of loving my wife at a distance and being at peace with that and moving on but that's why I am here to learn from all of you.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
