for a few weeks I've been feeling to call my wife so that we can line up a time to talk, I don't know what she may be thinking of my nc, don't know if she is waiting for me to call, the limbo has been tough but working hard to disconnect, just not sure what needs to be next move or what should be said if we do meet.
So you want to contact her to see what she thinks about you not contacting her?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
