Sunny, I reread your first handful of threads...yeah, some questions just don't have answers. I tried really hard to get into WAH's point of view but drew a total blank. He should play poker because I have no idea what he's thinking. Why does staying together have to be so hard? Seriously, I sometimes wish I had been born some type of animal like a squirrel or something that is just instinctive and doesn't have all this craziness to navigate. I'd take my chances with the occasional bald eagle overhead. I'm glad you're handling this so well but wish you didn't have to.
JB, thank you. I promise I'm not going anywhere. I've thought long and hard about it...I don't know that I would really care who read my threads. I mean, it's a bit personal, true, and it's not really something I intended for everyone's eyes...but I'm doing my best every day, and falling short every day. If people that know me want to read about it for whatever reason, good for them. Doesn't really change my path. Not ideal by any stretch, and I can see why it would be offputting to have STBX print off a big history and then use it with hostility, but it's kind of a moot point once the D is agreed on. It's like kicking the body of someone you just shot to death. Anyway, rambling...point is thanks for thinking of me and glad to see you back and helping so many others!
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15
Thanks Zues. You gave me a laugh this morning. Maybe one of these days he'll explain himself to me, maybe someday he'll even regret it. Sadly, it won't matter anymore. It doesn't matter now.
I'd like to be one of my cats. They have a great life. Want to come sleep in the window sill with me?
Zeus, You need to start a new thread before this one locks.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
