Was planning on having a lazy pajama day watching tv but H asked if I wanted to go to lunch. It's been a while since he's asked so I went. I did a lot of listening, mostly to stories about his buddies and work in the middle east. There were times when I wanted to insert my thoughts about some things I was thinking while he was there but I kept my mouth shut.

Another good "date." Later I went running with my friend smile and then cooked dinner and played trivia with the girls! Tomorrow I'm working. I thought I might have been on the downward spiral of WTH am I doing but seem to have stopped that. Will continue to try to be patient and stop asking why!


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since