Holy Cow SAGE! You helped me find the "old BD" me...my name on here use to be Trying24now! You had linked one of my threads in your Successful Women thread. I really enjoyed re-reading it because I still feel exactly the same about the things I mentioned in those posts!
I'd like to add that since those "bad old days" I've been promoted twice at work and I'm a new, much happier me than I've ever been at any time in my life.