Finally got kids back with lawyers assistance. They were so glad to be home, they said they don't want to go back to Mom. Apparently they are feeling ignored being put in front of TV/Ipad while Mom talks on phone or hangs out with new infatuation.
Haven;t had any contact with ex for over a month now. Been GAL as best as I can. Still think of her often and why she has broken up our family, but trying to change thoughts when they come up.
Pretty lonely and it has been tough attending things and watching other families go about their fun outing.
Not sure how to approach other women, online dating etc. I feel scared of it as it has been so long.
