Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming
Last night my H was having stomach pains, high in his stomach, almost chest, really sharp pains and he kept complaining. I almost laughed and said tell me if you are having a heart attack, I'll be sure to call 911 if I can find my phone. I think I am reaching a point of disgust. Still love him, but I am running out of empathy.
Last week when H had a car accident and went to the hospital I thought all this would be so much easier if he just died. That is terrible.
H has had lots of health issues over the years. I feel badly for him but I also have run out of empathy.
Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming
Mr. Bond, I'm working on the D. H filed then did nothing. I don't want it but I have to take some steps in order to sell my house.
Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming
Max, I really am! H has a bad back and every time he gets up he grunts in pain. I actually find it amusing. Pre-BD I used to give him full body massages if he so much as said "ouch", I was so nice to him and so caring and loving. Truly I don't want him to be in pain, and I would never hurt him, but you know what? Its karma. I'd trade my broken heart for a bad back any day and he has shown no remorse for that.
Max, I can talk a good game but really I am putty in his hands. If he would bother!
But I am definitely starting to feel a shift in my attachment. I have 2 boys so all the star wars paraphenalia available to me (and every kind of toy weapon you could imagine) - maybe I should arm myself with a light saber as a reminder to stay strong, the boys would love that!
