Okay, here goes

[FindingPatience]

I read his mood changes, but they don't send me on a high or leave me crushed. I've read almost every success story in the archives. I just don't want to walk away if there's a chance. I still believe that putting our family back together is a better choice than starting over, but I also believe that I will be okay if we just coparent.

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[FindingPatience]

Thanks, Cadet, for pushing me to think.

I guess I'm not detached. I had adjusted to the status quo. I need to detach. is filing myself the only way? I wanted to let him take that step, but I feel like my hand is being forced.