With the Holiday season creeping in, and me not having ANY luck on the dating market, I am going to follow the court case in the news! Maybe she's a keeper
joking aside, I am trying to force myself into the Christmas spirit. I used to just LOVE Christmas time. It's a time with the best memories of my life, especially after Daughter was born. Then after BD, things changed of course. This season finds me without my parents, so I am feeling very alone. Here I sit, in this big house, all by my lonesome, really wanting to be in a relationship, and I all I here is crickets. This season makes me acutely aware of how much I miss being married (well, being married WITH a wife at home...lol). This year, it is just going to be Daughter and I. I WILL bring myself up several notches and make great memories, for us both. I have to. I only have one shot at life, and I am not going to miss it. With that said, I'm off to unpack some decorations! Bring on the Holidays!
