I am sitting here this morning feeling bad for my youngest daughter, but not interfering. Last night she chose to find simple excuses for not going to her mothers. The excuses were trivial and certainly not worth staying with me versus her mother. I have my suspicions why she chose not to go. This morning she is up early, yet no talk of going to her mothers. I feel like she is kind of mourning the loss of the mother she knew.

I am still amazed at how MLCers can make the choices they make and hurt even their own children. I wonder what she will feel someday when she figures out how she damaged her relationship with her youngest daughter. How she stepped out to chase her own happiness and abandon her youngest daughter at a time when a girl needs her mother. Right now I know she will justify it to herself and say that D just needs to get over it. I wonder if it bother her deep down to know her daughter has made a choice to stay here rather than go to her place.


Twisting on Life's Rope
Me53
W53
M20
D21 D19 D16
BD 2-2013
D final 1-2015
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"Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"