Hello everyone. This is my first time here. This is my story. September 19th my husband and I should be celebrating our 16th anniversary. Instead I fear every day he has started filing for divorce. April 5th my husband made an inquiry to an attorney. April 8th was the day I found out. Two days later I found a picture of him and another woman. Confirmed everything through a text. A week later he moved in with her. Abandoned his family while he was working 2000 miles away from home. Just like it was nothing. It's been a very agonizing 5 months with little to no communication. Our daughters are angry and hurt. Our oldest refuses to speak to him. Hurts my heart everyday. A couple of weeks ago he sent me a text to tell me that they broke up. It was even funnier he called while we were out and asked me to call him, so I did. He just wanted to make sure I got his text. Said we should be happy they broke up...well yeah!! I was hoping he would fall apart and he did started talking to me more like we used. Asked him would it be that awful to try and work things out. In his mind he is done and nothing I say is going to change his mind. Not pushing I just pray what I said sticks in his head. He told me for the girls sake he wishes we weren't. Makes me feel like he is not 100% sure this us what he wants. Now to the scary stuff he also told me he was feeling so bad and depressed that he called the VA hotline. So I know he is hurting too. I just want a second chance to save what we have and make it better. He has texted a couple of times to ask what I was doing. Made me feel good because I miss talking to him. Well that was short lived because he is feeling better and has started the online dating thing. I know this man better than he knows himself. This is his 2nd marriage, my 1st. He is doing the exact same thing he was doing when I met him after he left wife #1. He never really dealt with anything. We went through a lot because of it. He felt guilty and wasn't sure he was doing the right thing. He pretty much buried it. Now 22 years later history is repeating it's self. So here I am still waiting for the other shoe to drop....
H 45/me 44 M 16/ T 22 D 15, D 11 Bomb dropped 4/2014 Separated 5 months OW crashed and burned until the next one
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
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I love how they tell you they've "changed" but you can look them in the face and go, "No you haven't; you're doing the same crap you did when your last relationship ended."
My H also cheated on and left a girlfriend before me. I told him (before I decided to DB) that that's exactly how this is playing out; he became unhappy and rather than communicate or try to work on it, he just slept with someone else and then left.
Anyway, hang tight. You'll get a lot of support here, even if you just need to vent. Validate his feelings. Keep your mouth shut about YOU and the R, until he's ready.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
Well I probably made the #1 mistake trying to hold on, but at this point I have nothing to lose. I texted the OW today. I am not mad and bitter. My husband put her in our mess so I figured what the hell. I told her not to freak out but she is still talking to him and he only talks to when he needs something or when nobody else is there. I asked her if she could tell where his head is at. He is so far away from us and I have only been given bits and pieces from him. We talked and I told her that I wished someone would advocate for me and she talked to him today. As I was afraid of it didn't go over well. Got a few texts chewing me out. I didn't respond. He called a little while ago. He sounded calm and told me to call him tomorrow. I am afraid of what he is going to say. I guess I opened up this can of worms, I will have to take whatever he dishes out. I just don't know how to get through to him. He is acting desperate to replace me and he is laying it on make himself sound so mistreated. It's driving me crazy...this is so hard when I can't see him....
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
Well I have decided that I am stopping communication with my husband unless it has to do with the girls. As much as it kills me, he doesn't have time for me right now. So I in turn am not going to make time for him. I will continue to pray every day for him, but we are going on the best I can. Work is picking up so I have a lot to keep me budy. Focusing on my girls and making our way through this mess.
Me:43. H:45 M 16 T 22 D 15 D 11 BD 4/14 Praying every day for a miracle.
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
Well I have made some horrible judgments the last 2 weeks. It all came back to bite me in the ass. Deep breath and get back on track. I think the 180 plan is the way to tackle this mess. I pray every day that I get straightened out financially that I can breathe. My H told me tonight that he may be in Louisiana come October /November and if that happens he wants to see the girls. I don't think that he realizes how uncomfortable and painful it is going to be for them to see him. That goes for me as well. I'm terrified about how that is going to go. As much as I want him here it is still scary. Emotions will not be maintained.
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
Well last night things got a little worse. First,H shut off my phone because OW told him I was spying. Technically I was but just watching our phone bill. Apologized for that H turns it back on. Now ever since his break up from OW he is doing the online dating thing. Yes I can see that too.. H w as a talking to some random woman last night and out of the blue she tells him to say hi to your wife. Sent him into a fit accused me of messing with him. Yes I know his password but there is no way it shows anything about me. Then when H calls threatening to turn all the phones off,stop sending me money,then goes as far as to blame our oldest when I told him it wasn't me. I'm sorry but not every woman is going to see past his bs. She obviously saw a red flag in what he was saying. Anyway I guess I am done ranting. It is time to step away before we become enemies.
Last edited by fpw1998; 09/24/1411:07 AM.
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
