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#2228061 - 03/06/12 11:15 AM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
sayitaintso Offline
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I have dealt with this recently as well and I think you can periodically check in and ask her if their is anything you can do to help but if she says no you need to respect that and just be there for her if she changes her mind.
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#2228062 - 03/06/12 11:24 AM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
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Let her rest. You have S. That is doing something.

Sure, you would like to do "something" to make her feel better. Doing nothing is that something.

Concern is good. Leave it at that.
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#2228066 - 03/06/12 11:29 AM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
workinghardguy Offline
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[quote[I asked if there was anything I could do to help - she said no, that she just needed rest.[/quote]That's it. You asked, she answered. Keep asking or keep going at it and it's you knowing better than her. If she wants help she's going to have to ask or at least say yes.

I know it's hard. Last night I did the same thing after my W told me she's lost another five pounds and said some things. But I limited it to one question, "I worry about you, are you doing ok?" She said no, she's not, but she's working on it and thinks she'll figure it out. Ok. End of discussion then.

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I don't want her to get any worse.
This will sound harsh, but not your problem. You don't want her to get any worse, but it's also outside your control or influence. If you feel the need to do something then focus on your son and yourself.

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For now, I will just respect her and let her rest.
And I had to cite this statement because it just struck me as a not good thing... for now? At some point you won't respect her words and ride on in? Push the issue? She's not your child, she's your W and an adult. You can control you. If you want to plan for what happens when/if she completely falls apart and you end up with your S full-time, that's an option I suppose. But you don't take care of her. Not unless she asks for the help, and then you may not want to either.

You no longer have a duty to her. She is acting as if she is not married. You are acting as if you are. That is not an equal relationship between two adults.

I know... she's the mother of your child, trust me I completely get this. I am there too. But if a friend completely fell apart and came to you asking for help, what would you do? Would you take them in? Would you house them? Financially support them? Those are questions you need to ask. At this point she is your friend, maybe. Set that boundary and use it as your guide.
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#2228069 - 03/06/12 11:37 AM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
2thepoint Offline
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"I always wonder if she is eating enough, etc. - I don't think the pace of all of these activities is sustainable for her over the long haul. Is the best thing I can do right now "nothing"? I don't have any plans to ride in on a white horse and save the day - just hate to see her suffering and unable to deal with it.

It's hard to balance genuine care and concern against keep the appropriate amount of distance. I don't want her to get any worse. For now, I will just respect her and let her rest. Thoughts?"


Crimson, check out recent events over the past few days on my sitch and the advice I've received from others and you'll have your answer.

Don't solve anything for her, don't fix, don't fuss, don't do anything but "respect her and let her rest."
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#2228070 - 03/06/12 11:40 AM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: workinghardguy]
gabbysmom23 Offline
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What WHG brings up is a good point. "For Now" is not what you need to be doing.

You can't fix it all. I am pretty sure she doesn't want you to fix it all either. She views herself as a grown woman and a mother and would like to be able to take care of herself. Of course a standing order for help is fine, but if she doesn't want it, wait until she asks.

It is sweet you are concerned. But right now life is going on for her and it's out of your control.

Yes, toddlers are exhausting. Working full time and parenting on your own is exhausting. I did it, I do it, I lost a good amount of weight myself, although never thin, I looked sickly to people. I found myself after taking care of D when she was your son's age, I lacked energy to care for myself.

It's a part of the process and her choice right now. SHe'll find her way, don't worry.

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#2228081 - 03/06/12 12:10 PM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
ces67 Offline
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Originally Posted By: Crimson
It's hard to balance genuine care and concern against keep the appropriate amount of distance. I don't want her to get any worse. For now, I will just respect her and let her rest. Thoughts?


IMO, this is your answer. You've offered and she's declined. Now stop and just keep an eye out. If something happens that you feel is life threatening, step in. Otherwise, her struggle may be what she needs to face what is happening with her.
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#2228088 - 03/06/12 12:28 PM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: ces67]
Crimson Offline
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To clarify, by "for now" I meant that if something looks dire - where she is a threat to herself or S - then I will be a bit more involved. I do NOT expect that at all, and it would have to be something that is PLAINLY OBVIOUS and indicative of the fact that something in 100% our of whack. In light of that, I will remain in my own space and let her be.

I know things will start to get harder for me too, soon. I am bracing for it. However, I am starting to notice that he gives her a harder time than he does me. Maybe it's my size and kinda loud voice -- I don't know. She complains that he gets up at 5:30 at her place. At my place (formerly "our") he sleeps till 8 or later on the weekends. Things just seem to be "different" based on who he is with. Granted, yes - he DID dump all of his food on the floor this morning in protest of me taking him away from his tv show - and yes, that landed him in time out. But for the moment, I seem to be able to deal with it OK.

Part of me looks at this and wants to help - even if it IS really minor. However, part of me says this is just an effect of the choices she has made (I do NOT say that in a vendictive manner). Still, seeing her in a hard place is difficult for me to just "observe" - but that is where I am and that is what I will do.

You all may be right - maybe she needs this struggle right now.

Crimson

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#2228096 - 03/06/12 12:41 PM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
workinghardguy Offline
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However, I am starting to notice that he gives her a harder time than he does me.
Or it may be that you're invested in him more than she is. Kids, and more so the younger they are, are incredibly ego-centric creatures. The entire world exists for, about, and around them. Therefore when the world is not revolving around them and their needs, they ensure that the world knows this.

Typically this manifests in one of three ways. The most common is acting out to garner negative attention. The second is overachieving to garner praise. The third is to assume some type of "victim" status (tummyaches, fatigue, undefined symptoms, etc...) so they are taken care of.

If your W is as wrapped in herself as it sounds (and as many WAS are) then it really shouldn't be a surprise if he's more of a handful there. He wants attention, and since he's two he's going to get it. Based on the changes you've appeared to make so far it also makes sense that he's less of a handful for you because he gets attention therefore he doesn't have to go seek it.

I see it with my S (he's five). I have always been much more invested in him, and now that she is alone with three kids it's doubly so. She routinely complains that he is such a handful and she struggles with him. I used to give advice now I don't. If she asks for ideas then I share strategies that work for me.

But "spend time with your kid instead of yourself (and watching Spongebob while you're on the computer doesn't count)" is a hard message to deliver in a manner that isn't insulting.
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#2228101 - 03/06/12 12:56 PM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: workinghardguy]
Crimson Offline
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Not sure on that one, WHG - you may be right, but I know she spends a LOT of time with him. Hell, she doesn't even have a TV in her house so the ability for EITHER of them to tune the other out might be a bit hard. She does enjoy him, and they go everywhere together.

My take is this -- and I am no professional. I suspect that now that he is coming out of the cute and cuddly phase and starting to assert himself a bit more the romantic vision of motherhood (SINGLE motherhood, especially) is starting to vanish and the harder parts are starting to appear. Furthermore, and I can say this of myself as well, the prospect of having to deal with that all by yourself with no backup is pretty frightening - becasue at this stage it is fairly obvious that it will get worse before it gets better. AND, as mentioned before, neither of us really has a back-up or "relief pitcher" - we have no shelter when it gets to be too much.

I could be wrong, but I think that is a big part of it. And let's face it - she has a lot of balls in the air right now with the D and L's and other garbage going on. Again, I know there is nothing I can do - but I do feel for her. This really bites for her and me both.

Crimson

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#2228111 - 03/06/12 01:24 PM Re: Never thought I'd be here..........part 11 [Re: Crimson]
gabbysmom23 Offline
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Yes, it is incredibly hard with no back-up or relief pitcher. I agree. It's hard not having the the opportunity to walk away from it without the other one there. Like I said I did it and I currently do it. Somedays I would just cry myself to sleep.

But I made it, and I am making it, so don't worry too hard about her having any horrible breakdown that endangers her or your son.

Keep this in mind too..... even if you were doing this under the same roof...... she probably would't want you to step in all the time either. Of course offer help, but there would still be times she wanted to handle things her way and by herself first.

It's a real challenge to raise a kid alone. But again, don't put too much weight on it, she'll be OK and if she wasn't, I think she would come to you.

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