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#1895779 - 12/16/09 02:40 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: hoosiermama]
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Sadly, that's not uncommon. I've heard it so much from so many people. Often phrased as "the only thing I did wrong is marrying you to begin with." I think a lot of it is defensiveness and justification, but those mechanisms only work so long because they're thinking errors.


I am even more saddened by the fact that I accepted that line of thinking for so long. I accepted that I had problems and was not good enough...
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#1895879 - 12/16/09 03:54 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: bright_new_day]
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Originally Posted By: bright_new_day
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Sadly, that's not uncommon. I've heard it so much from so many people. Often phrased as "the only thing I did wrong is marrying you to begin with." I think a lot of it is defensiveness and justification, but those mechanisms only work so long because they're thinking errors.


I am even more saddened by the fact that I accepted that line of thinking for so long. I accepted that I had problems and was not good enough...

Well, that's 2 of us. And we're probably the tip of the iceberg!
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#1896066 - 12/16/09 06:12 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: hoosiermama]
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we accepted it because someone we loved and who we believed loved us was telling us that...in actions as well as in words...

i compare it to an abusive relationship
(which I have been in too...)
no one would be in a relationship with a person who punched them on the 1st date
but
they don't smack you on the 1st date

they didn't treat us like we sucked on the 1st date

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#1896174 - 12/16/09 09:00 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: figgeroni]
hoosiermama Offline
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no one would be in a relationship with a person who punched them on the 1st date
but
they don't smack you on the 1st date

they didn't treat us like we sucked on the 1st date

exactly. it crept up on us. then somehow we bought the ideology. we were like the Stanford Prison Experiment--we were impressionable and obedient, when presented with a legitimizing ideology (we're faulty) and social and institutional support (xH is a great guy, garrulous, a leader in his field, he's gotta be right). or maybe we were just like those frogs in the pot of boiling water. your choice.
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#1896307 - 12/17/09 12:57 AM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: hoosiermama]
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Ribbit.

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#1896601 - 12/17/09 01:14 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: goldeylox]
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inviting you to wisdom

I love that phrase ---- so true. All kinds of tragedy, pain, and upheaval in ones life is an invitation to wisdom, if you allow it.

BTW, have you thought of selling your XH's drum set on E-bay? I bet he bought the best set money could buy, so you should get quite a bit for it. cool

Take care.
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#1896608 - 12/17/09 01:17 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: figgeroni]
bright_new_day Offline
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Originally Posted By: figgeroni
we accepted it because someone we loved and who we believed loved us was telling us that...in actions as well as in words...

i compare it to an abusive relationship
(which I have been in too...)
no one would be in a relationship with a person who punched them on the 1st date
but
they don't smack you on the 1st date

they didn't treat us like we sucked on the 1st date


Sadly it was the opposite. I think that is part of the personality disorder, making you trust and eventually become dependent on them.
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#1896766 - 12/17/09 03:18 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: goldeylox]
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Registered: 05/26/08
Posts: 2591
Loc: Indianapolis
Originally Posted By: goldeylox
Ribbit.
lol!
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#1896767 - 12/17/09 03:21 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: BeingMe]
hoosiermama Offline
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Registered: 05/26/08
Posts: 2591
Loc: Indianapolis
Originally Posted By: BeingMe
Quote:
inviting you to wisdom

I love that phrase ---- so true. All kinds of tragedy, pain, and upheaval in ones life is an invitation to wisdom, if you allow it.

BTW, have you thought of selling your XH's drum set on E-bay? I bet he bought the best set money could buy, so you should get quite a bit for it. cool

Take care.

part of the D settlement--that he wants his drums and his bike (is it just me, or does that sound a lot like an 8-year-old?!). He just hasn't picked them up. But I can't sell them. and yes, his drums are top-of-the-line.
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H47
D14
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09

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#1896768 - 12/17/09 03:22 PM Re: My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations) [Re: bright_new_day]
hoosiermama Offline
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Registered: 05/26/08
Posts: 2591
Loc: Indianapolis
Originally Posted By: bright_new_day
Originally Posted By: figgeroni
we accepted it because someone we loved and who we believed loved us was telling us that...in actions as well as in words...

i compare it to an abusive relationship
(which I have been in too...)
no one would be in a relationship with a person who punched them on the 1st date
but
they don't smack you on the 1st date

they didn't treat us like we sucked on the 1st date


Sadly it was the opposite. I think that is part of the personality disorder, making you trust and eventually become dependent on them.

but never again, right?
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M54
H47
D14
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09

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