Hmm, if you didn't have any expectations then you wouldn't be upset now. I understand, just trying to point out why expectations are bad.

It's still early-ish...go get yourself a nice slice of cake or a bouquet of flowers. I buy them for myself when I want a pick me up!

And remember, this is going to be a great year for you. It may be painful right now but by this time next year you will be a stronger person who knows she can handle anything life throws at her!

Thanks, Pearl....yes no expectations at this point and don't take things personally.

I'm trying, I'm trying....had a nice dinner with some friends and my mom.

My next birthday is going to be amazing...I just know I'm going to be in such a different place where I'm living my own life.

One day at a time...

See, that's what I wanted to hear you say!

This one could have been too....

Damn expectations....

Very true. But everyone gets there in his/her own time. The important thing is to keep trying to detach and move forward.

The detach thing...really tough.

My dogs are so depressed that h is gone and that's tough.

I miss the dogs.

mtn,
lots to say on your thread...but will save it for the alt later.

(hugs) GG I know the detaching things isnt easy. Although I know its what I supposed to be doing I do have queries as some of the things H said about me detaching conflicts with and without a 180 Id be doing more of the same.. Sorry thats a bit waffley but you have really made me think about something x

I'm just sitting back and trying to enjoy the day...it's all we can do, right?

I want to spend my life with someone, build those memories, and have FUN! If my wasband is not on that page (isn't right now) I need to seriously think about continuing to heal myself (which I am doing) and then trusting the universe to bring me that person. We all deserve to have that...don't we??