What if this is as good as it gets ???? - 01/21/13 08:20 PM
Here is my last thread:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2309850&page=1
Hey all been a while since I been here. You all know we spent Xmas together it didn’t lead to much. She also came to my brothers house on New Years Eve with me but at midnight she ran in the other room so fast and completely ignored me for the rest of night.
Things have been friendly at home – but still this horrible lonely emptiness – she is still on the couch – still going out very late. Still smoking up a storm.
I have been working out very hard, working very hard, taking good care of my son and the house as much as I can anyway. I am working 2 jobs.
I go out on weekends to – I hate doing it but I won’t just sit around waiting for her anymore.
I mentioned I go to therapy (not my DB coach who I haven’t used since Oct) and my therapist wants me to start addressing the relationship I told her it is against DB principles but she said I agree with a lot of it – it is not working.
There are 3 things my therapist wants me to address
1- She got a wedding invitation from her cousin it was addressed Mrs. XXXXX XXXXX & Guest – she thinks this is rude and inappropriate since we are still married. Her parents, her sister and her husband and her other sister are coming up the last week of March and staying in the house to go to the wedding they are going to the wedding in New Jersey and staying at the hotel the wedding is at overnight she told me I have to stay home to watch our son.
2- She also just ordered 1500 checks for our joint checking account we pay 98% of our bills online – so why so many checks.
3 - We are looking at new furniture.
Like I said I don’t want to address these things and just act like everything is normal. She feels that me taking this abusive behavior is very bad and I have to start standing up for myself.
Is it time for a new therapist – I pray all the time in October I prayed to God that He guide her and I would do whatever she tells me – I needed one person to listen to and I was getting to confused – is God telling me to address these things through her ??? I tell her this is all from the MLC play book but she says you can’t use that stuff for everything.
Thanks for listening I appreciate any advice,
Sunny
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2309850&page=1
Hey all been a while since I been here. You all know we spent Xmas together it didn’t lead to much. She also came to my brothers house on New Years Eve with me but at midnight she ran in the other room so fast and completely ignored me for the rest of night.
Things have been friendly at home – but still this horrible lonely emptiness – she is still on the couch – still going out very late. Still smoking up a storm.
I have been working out very hard, working very hard, taking good care of my son and the house as much as I can anyway. I am working 2 jobs.
I go out on weekends to – I hate doing it but I won’t just sit around waiting for her anymore.
I mentioned I go to therapy (not my DB coach who I haven’t used since Oct) and my therapist wants me to start addressing the relationship I told her it is against DB principles but she said I agree with a lot of it – it is not working.
There are 3 things my therapist wants me to address
1- She got a wedding invitation from her cousin it was addressed Mrs. XXXXX XXXXX & Guest – she thinks this is rude and inappropriate since we are still married. Her parents, her sister and her husband and her other sister are coming up the last week of March and staying in the house to go to the wedding they are going to the wedding in New Jersey and staying at the hotel the wedding is at overnight she told me I have to stay home to watch our son.
2- She also just ordered 1500 checks for our joint checking account we pay 98% of our bills online – so why so many checks.
3 - We are looking at new furniture.
Like I said I don’t want to address these things and just act like everything is normal. She feels that me taking this abusive behavior is very bad and I have to start standing up for myself.
Is it time for a new therapist – I pray all the time in October I prayed to God that He guide her and I would do whatever she tells me – I needed one person to listen to and I was getting to confused – is God telling me to address these things through her ??? I tell her this is all from the MLC play book but she says you can’t use that stuff for everything.
Thanks for listening I appreciate any advice,
Sunny