Facebook poison for MLC - 10/08/09 08:30 PM
Honey,
I just wanted to say that it was not positive or solutions oriented for me to link Mark’s online activity to yours.
Really I think what it boils down to is I’ve been feeling more hurt and jealous lately since even though you indicated you would discontinue communication with your exgirlfriends on Facebook out of respect, and I actually believed you, that in less than a month, she’s back on there again. Which means one or both could not make the break. Then last night you raved about some 45 year old woman to Mark in our home. Making me feel less worthy.
So I let the salt pour in again into my open wounds and I shouldn’t have and I reacted poorly today. What I should have done is remind myself that I’m worth more than those choices, I do really deserve respect and that when we are really honestly respectful of one another our relationship is worth continuing to make better. Maybe it will get there.
I’m only communicating this in the hopes that it can make you and I understand each other better.
I just wanted to say that it was not positive or solutions oriented for me to link Mark’s online activity to yours.
Really I think what it boils down to is I’ve been feeling more hurt and jealous lately since even though you indicated you would discontinue communication with your exgirlfriends on Facebook out of respect, and I actually believed you, that in less than a month, she’s back on there again. Which means one or both could not make the break. Then last night you raved about some 45 year old woman to Mark in our home. Making me feel less worthy.
So I let the salt pour in again into my open wounds and I shouldn’t have and I reacted poorly today. What I should have done is remind myself that I’m worth more than those choices, I do really deserve respect and that when we are really honestly respectful of one another our relationship is worth continuing to make better. Maybe it will get there.
I’m only communicating this in the hopes that it can make you and I understand each other better.