Next Steps - 04/07/13 09:01 AM
Dear All
This is my first post. Background is have unmarried partner of 12 years with S7 and D4. We both live in Europe and have families in the antipodes. My partner has on and off complained about my weight 95kg, 179cm and that I have not done enough at home. At various times she has expressed pov that we do not connect.
I am main bread winner and have focused on career and looking after S and D, I do most of the weekend and after office activities, bath time when I am home. W has always been very focused on exercise and spends 8+ hours a week running, gym and yoga.
Last Nov W told me she was unhappy and wanted to separate, she would not consider counselling, said she had suppressed her feelings for 3 years and there were no emotions. Our relation had been non physical for some time and when I asked she had said it was tiredness, exercise and work. I had raised with her that we needed to do more as a couple and sadly let her brush me off.
In Dec I discovered an affair with a work colleague, she promised to break contact physically but has not done this and I have discovered she is still seeing him.
We live in a country where our right to stay is linked to our accommodation status so it has been impossible for us to physically separate and she says she will not move in with OM and will not leave without children. Because we are not married our jurisdiction did not recognise that i had any parental rights over S and D. W would not give them to me and I commenced legal action which resulted in W giving me Parental Responsibility.
I am in a strong position financially but not enough to sell our house and for us both to buy again on this island. The house will take over a year to sell and W wants to move out and is trying to obtain permission to stay on the island in a different type of housing. I do not think this will be successful. I feel we would be better to return to one of our homelands and be closer to family.
W said she wanted to try again and I let her come on holiday skiing with my mum and children. W was detached, admitted has feelings for OM and on return said it cant work and there is too much damage but she still will not leave the house due to her limited housing options. Living like this damaging our relationship, she often insults me and is unable to have a sensible constructive discussion without being derisory.
I am focusing on me but find I am left to look after the children and W will not agree a new routine for the children so I am being pulled by her routine.
I feel now that my only option is to have her out of the house so I can focus on improving me as a person, living my own life and being in a position to support my children. W has said the current situation is hell.
I have made many mistakes and confided in family and friends about the situation. Is it too late to 180, should I let her stay and risk diluting my rights over S and D, or in worst case she leaves with them and I am stuck with house.
This is my first post. Background is have unmarried partner of 12 years with S7 and D4. We both live in Europe and have families in the antipodes. My partner has on and off complained about my weight 95kg, 179cm and that I have not done enough at home. At various times she has expressed pov that we do not connect.
I am main bread winner and have focused on career and looking after S and D, I do most of the weekend and after office activities, bath time when I am home. W has always been very focused on exercise and spends 8+ hours a week running, gym and yoga.
Last Nov W told me she was unhappy and wanted to separate, she would not consider counselling, said she had suppressed her feelings for 3 years and there were no emotions. Our relation had been non physical for some time and when I asked she had said it was tiredness, exercise and work. I had raised with her that we needed to do more as a couple and sadly let her brush me off.
In Dec I discovered an affair with a work colleague, she promised to break contact physically but has not done this and I have discovered she is still seeing him.
We live in a country where our right to stay is linked to our accommodation status so it has been impossible for us to physically separate and she says she will not move in with OM and will not leave without children. Because we are not married our jurisdiction did not recognise that i had any parental rights over S and D. W would not give them to me and I commenced legal action which resulted in W giving me Parental Responsibility.
I am in a strong position financially but not enough to sell our house and for us both to buy again on this island. The house will take over a year to sell and W wants to move out and is trying to obtain permission to stay on the island in a different type of housing. I do not think this will be successful. I feel we would be better to return to one of our homelands and be closer to family.
W said she wanted to try again and I let her come on holiday skiing with my mum and children. W was detached, admitted has feelings for OM and on return said it cant work and there is too much damage but she still will not leave the house due to her limited housing options. Living like this damaging our relationship, she often insults me and is unable to have a sensible constructive discussion without being derisory.
I am focusing on me but find I am left to look after the children and W will not agree a new routine for the children so I am being pulled by her routine.
I feel now that my only option is to have her out of the house so I can focus on improving me as a person, living my own life and being in a position to support my children. W has said the current situation is hell.
I have made many mistakes and confided in family and friends about the situation. Is it too late to 180, should I let her stay and risk diluting my rights over S and D, or in worst case she leaves with them and I am stuck with house.