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#1224863 10/08/07 09:50 PM
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Locked up thread.. don't know if that is good or bad..

Anyways, will do some journaling..

Saturday H took S4 fishing had a good time, he ended up going to work though (which he wasn't going to do). Sunday he promised to stay home and did, we went fishing in the morning then pumpkin picking after that, had a good time.He was kinda on edge, I guess about having to do this job in 4 days. We came home about 230, then he had to get ready to go away until thursday night. I ran out late last night to get milk and the water works started. usually im ok with him going away, but I think its just really starting to get to me.. with him its about not getting sex from me, and for me its the companionship. I really im having an off day.

He fell asleep early and he got up about 4am, I couldn't help it the tears just started flowing.. if you know anything about me, know that I am very strong and only cry when Im alone or I keep it to myself.. this time I couldn't help it. I didn't want to make him feel bad either because he has to work we can't help that, but im alone so much, its hard. he said he loved me and thatI was beautiful (that was actually making me feel worse) and that he would be home soon.

Again, he misses the sex, but I miss the togetherness... go figure. At least that's the impression he gives.

I kept busy today, went to my gf house then to the store and go home around 4pm. ive talked to him about 3 times today, everything is going slow up there. Tomorrow is another day.

One good thing too... I planned to go out with my gf wednesday night for dinner.. yay! I alread arraigned it with my mom, she's coming to watch the kids... so im happy about that!!

take care everyone..

tal


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TAL, time will pass no matter what we do, so may as well try to enjoy ourselves. I am happy you booked Wednesday night. \:\)

I cry only when I am alone too. I am sorry about your tears and hurt this weekend. HUGS

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thanks Lwb...its all good, I think I was hormonal too.. doesn't help matters. I'll just eat my bread pudding and relax..

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Hope you are feeling better.

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Hang in there TAL, you are doing great. Going out with your friend is just what the doctor ordered!




Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.
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Thanks yoyo for stopping by..

And your right its long overdue...


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glad to hear that you are going out with your friend. ALL GOOD STUFF!!

Keep it up!!

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Thanks mark.. your not mad at me are you?


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Hi Tal,
How are you?




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Originally Posted By: tiredandlost
Thanks mark.. your not mad at me are you?


NO!!! I sent you an email.

Gotta get to work...

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